this week

hmmm some pretty interesting stuff happened this week... i was super pissed off at u know who in which i would like to call "the mouth" frm this day onwards (u talk a lot of crap u know) everyone wants to box u so it would definitely help if u could just shut up!!!!

i personally thought that my recital was bad.... sigh the memory slips and my foot got caught on the damper pedal five times so i couldn't clear my chords thus making it really blurry... not the best showcase of my pianistic abilities if i may say so myself...

sometimes being close to yr mentor is not the best thing in the world. this particular mentor was venting to me on how frustrated she was w her job it was quite scary really; it gave me a bird's eye view to a day in a life being in her shoes n it's not pretty... especially since my dream is to follow right in her footsteps. according to her being a piano teacher is far frm relaxing; it gets really boring and frustrating and i couldn't agree more....

oh n yea i've come across so many ppl who have came out of the closet lately... this frustrates me to bits cos as it is the ratio of women to men in the world is 2:1. And when a guy comes out of the closet we (us girls) have one less guy to fall in love w... now if that guy finds a partner then there's 2 less guys in the world... mannn... what will happen to us girls??? we won't have enough guys to go around and polygamy is most definitely out of the question!!!!

sometimes i wonder what would make a guy want to make such a drastic change in their life???? i sure hope it's not cos they think they're not "man" enough... there r no hard n fast rules bout what makes a man or a woman... u just have to be who God made u to be n that just defines yr "manlihood". don't bother bout what the society says about u; after all why let them dictate yr life??? it's not like they're God or anything so why listen to them??? i strongly believe that what makes a man is when he does not conform to the norm; he is sure of himself in God and is not ashamed of letting ppl see his softer side...

but to all my friends who have come out of the closet; i accept and still love u irregardless of yr decision... love u guys to bits:)

xoxo